feelings..

I was being a stupid until now , but I awake.. Awake for being excited all day being searching about 
I wanted to be clever nowadays , then I knocked down.. Knocked down from only being clever in my own way
I wanted to smiles with full of happiness , but I turn around.. Turn around and try to run away from every happiness i deserve
I wanted to see , but I was an outsider, An outsider that never will goes inside the full game

Yes is true.. I am stupid.. until I din't find out that.. everyone is laughing at the back of me
Yes correct.. I am clever.. but I m the only one.. a clever that lives is own stupid world
Yes indeed.. I smiles.. although I smile.. I did not feel happy with it
Yes I want.. I want to see.. but this will never around

and I will be the only one.. The only one who cry herself

xuanyou
28 dec 2010
21.11pm
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