Cheats and Betrays.

To me, Cheats and Betrays are like a part of my life.. I started to know the feelings since I was 8 years old, my second year of primary school.
My best friends treat me good in the first year, but one day of my second year, she steal my homework and passed up when her name written on it with pen..I was shocked..then my name was passing up for the teacher for " Do Not Finish up My Homework " and my school marks have been deducted for no reason.This is the 1st time I cried  because of my friends.. then Luckily I've joined with another group of my "New" best friends in the third year in school, and very fast in speed I started in my forth year in primary school, because of my bad exam marks, badly I've dropped to the last class, The class that I do not know anyone else. but when its before class or recess, I still joined with my third year friends..but over 2 or 3 month , my third year friends started to ignore me..because of I've study in last class..means that I'm DUMP and STUPID in their group , because I'm the only last class kids in the group.. I cried second time because of my friend. Then , at the last class, no one is going to talk with me..and people ignore me, and talks about my bad things behind me, one of them even steal my stuff..after a few months, my "Best Friend Forever" started to talk with me, but some of the students trys to pull her away when we starting a conversation, anyways,my Year 4, I only join with 1 friend, and I was happy with that. slowly year 5 of primary school, some student of the class started to join with me, Year 5 peace year, then badly.. my "BFF" had transfer and study overseas cuz her parents needed to. then Year 6 its also a peace year, until my first year in secondary school,again ,The class that I do not know anyone else, then i joined with a student sit infront me.. she called me to go to the school night celebration with her, ofcouse , I've gone there with her , but she throw me 1 person alone and she joined another friends... because of so many lesson I've learned on my Primary years, I stop crying..I walk alone,I sit alone and I go home alone, that day. and the next week of school , I've start with no friends again, slowly I've changed my sitting place and I've join with another group of friends. to the second year of my secondary and started the third year of my secondary year. the group of friend start to say bad words/bad things behind me and stopped to talk with me,and tries to ignore me .. because of those lesson I've been through and I've became No more tears ,No more feelings.. and I started to fight back.. better luck, started my secondary year 4.. peace year again, and I've joined with a group of my New friends..next year is going to be my last year at secondary school..and I'm going to see who's the next one betrays or cheats on me.

Thanks for my teacher's 1 word : Friends are like Flies.. They Fly, they stay and they fly away again..I'll remamber that.

To my BFF.. Best luck at foreign lands..!!

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Xuanyou  101207
08:37pm