I was being a stupid until now , but I awake.. Awake for being excited all day being searching about
I wanted to be clever nowadays , then I knocked down.. Knocked down from only being clever in my own way
I wanted to smiles with full of happiness , but I turn around.. Turn around and try to run away from every happiness i deserve
I wanted to see , but I was an outsider, An outsider that never will goes inside the full game
Yes is true.. I am stupid.. until I din't find out that.. everyone is laughing at the back of me
Yes correct.. I am clever.. but I m the only one.. a clever that lives is own stupid world
Yes indeed.. I smiles.. although I smile.. I did not feel happy with it
Yes I want.. I want to see.. but this will never around
and I will be the only one.. The only one who cry herself
xuanyou
28 dec 2010
21.11pm
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Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
suicide ..
After you commited Suicide , do u feel happy??
Sry, is a NO for me, i believe that commited suicide is a torcher for ur own life..
You born with tears..U start crying after you born, it means that u will have sadness in ur life, but because of small sadness u suicide, than how about those disabled people.. did they feel happy about that?? They try to live in the world so DAMN hard.. how about you! suicide.. your really useless and disapointing to me..ur creul, and evil, Yes i said i have no related anything with u, but I m a person! I have feelings.. Bcuz ur DUMP suicide action.. People learns..! Even me! learns , Not to be like you..LOSER!
and (another) YOU! u promise u'll jump down at last day night! did you? NO! ur still Living right? lol..Tv news, newspaper even Website news ur name is on it, Walah~ ur famous.. Dont you feel shameful? After u said u wanted to suicide so Easily then You REGRATS ! i started to wonder .. why you wanted to do this? You really wanna be famous? and now everyone keeps talking about u.. ur happy now?! I BET u scare seeing so many comment scolding you " LAME" and to me,i thinks that UR "Noob"! WHO U THINK U ARE?! UR FILMING? dah~ no..Silly action.. Disapointed =='''
For my conclusion : People wanted to die, Do Not speak out or Spread out for letting people know..they only write out some of the "Words" and not Include "Suicide", and THOSE never DEAD person ,before dieing, they will Spread out to let everybody knows, then they'll say they REGRAT for commited suicide action..! lol..
anyways, suicide are Noob thinking..~ and if u wanted to die, easiest ways, please go donate ur organ..that helps alot, OR NOT, dun jump down !.. die in the sea, produce petrol, thanks for giving ppl a chances to drive car.. !
XuanYou
16th DEC 10 _ 18:32
Sry, is a NO for me, i believe that commited suicide is a torcher for ur own life..
You born with tears..U start crying after you born, it means that u will have sadness in ur life, but because of small sadness u suicide, than how about those disabled people.. did they feel happy about that?? They try to live in the world so DAMN hard.. how about you! suicide.. your really useless and disapointing to me..ur creul, and evil, Yes i said i have no related anything with u, but I m a person! I have feelings.. Bcuz ur DUMP suicide action.. People learns..! Even me! learns , Not to be like you..LOSER!
and (another) YOU! u promise u'll jump down at last day night! did you? NO! ur still Living right? lol..Tv news, newspaper even Website news ur name is on it, Walah~ ur famous.. Dont you feel shameful? After u said u wanted to suicide so Easily then You REGRATS ! i started to wonder .. why you wanted to do this? You really wanna be famous? and now everyone keeps talking about u.. ur happy now?! I BET u scare seeing so many comment scolding you " LAME" and to me,i thinks that UR "Noob"! WHO U THINK U ARE?! UR FILMING? dah~ no..Silly action.. Disapointed =='''
For my conclusion : People wanted to die, Do Not speak out or Spread out for letting people know..they only write out some of the "Words" and not Include "Suicide", and THOSE never DEAD person ,before dieing, they will Spread out to let everybody knows, then they'll say they REGRAT for commited suicide action..! lol..
anyways, suicide are Noob thinking..~ and if u wanted to die, easiest ways, please go donate ur organ..that helps alot, OR NOT, dun jump down !.. die in the sea, produce petrol, thanks for giving ppl a chances to drive car.. !
XuanYou
16th DEC 10 _ 18:32
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Cheats and Betrays.
To me, Cheats and Betrays are like a part of my life.. I started to know the feelings since I was 8 years old, my second year of primary school.
My best friends treat me good in the first year, but one day of my second year, she steal my homework and passed up when her name written on it with pen..I was shocked..then my name was passing up for the teacher for " Do Not Finish up My Homework " and my school marks have been deducted for no reason.This is the 1st time I cried because of my friends.. then Luckily I've joined with another group of my "New" best friends in the third year in school, and very fast in speed I started in my forth year in primary school, because of my bad exam marks, badly I've dropped to the last class, The class that I do not know anyone else. but when its before class or recess, I still joined with my third year friends..but over 2 or 3 month , my third year friends started to ignore me..because of I've study in last class..means that I'm DUMP and STUPID in their group , because I'm the only last class kids in the group.. I cried second time because of my friend. Then , at the last class, no one is going to talk with me..and people ignore me, and talks about my bad things behind me, one of them even steal my stuff..after a few months, my "Best Friend Forever" started to talk with me, but some of the students trys to pull her away when we starting a conversation, anyways,my Year 4, I only join with 1 friend, and I was happy with that. slowly year 5 of primary school, some student of the class started to join with me, Year 5 peace year, then badly.. my "BFF" had transfer and study overseas cuz her parents needed to. then Year 6 its also a peace year, until my first year in secondary school,again ,The class that I do not know anyone else, then i joined with a student sit infront me.. she called me to go to the school night celebration with her, ofcouse , I've gone there with her , but she throw me 1 person alone and she joined another friends... because of so many lesson I've learned on my Primary years, I stop crying..I walk alone,I sit alone and I go home alone, that day. and the next week of school , I've start with no friends again, slowly I've changed my sitting place and I've join with another group of friends. to the second year of my secondary and started the third year of my secondary year. the group of friend start to say bad words/bad things behind me and stopped to talk with me,and tries to ignore me .. because of those lesson I've been through and I've became No more tears ,No more feelings.. and I started to fight back.. better luck, started my secondary year 4.. peace year again, and I've joined with a group of my New friends..next year is going to be my last year at secondary school..and I'm going to see who's the next one betrays or cheats on me.
Thanks for my teacher's 1 word : Friends are like Flies.. They Fly, they stay and they fly away again..I'll remamber that.
To my BFF.. Best luck at foreign lands..!!
story from,
Xuanyou 101207
08:37pm
My best friends treat me good in the first year, but one day of my second year, she steal my homework and passed up when her name written on it with pen..I was shocked..then my name was passing up for the teacher for " Do Not Finish up My Homework " and my school marks have been deducted for no reason.This is the 1st time I cried because of my friends.. then Luckily I've joined with another group of my "New" best friends in the third year in school, and very fast in speed I started in my forth year in primary school, because of my bad exam marks, badly I've dropped to the last class, The class that I do not know anyone else. but when its before class or recess, I still joined with my third year friends..but over 2 or 3 month , my third year friends started to ignore me..because of I've study in last class..means that I'm DUMP and STUPID in their group , because I'm the only last class kids in the group.. I cried second time because of my friend. Then , at the last class, no one is going to talk with me..and people ignore me, and talks about my bad things behind me, one of them even steal my stuff..after a few months, my "Best Friend Forever" started to talk with me, but some of the students trys to pull her away when we starting a conversation, anyways,my Year 4, I only join with 1 friend, and I was happy with that. slowly year 5 of primary school, some student of the class started to join with me, Year 5 peace year, then badly.. my "BFF" had transfer and study overseas cuz her parents needed to. then Year 6 its also a peace year, until my first year in secondary school,again ,The class that I do not know anyone else, then i joined with a student sit infront me.. she called me to go to the school night celebration with her, ofcouse , I've gone there with her , but she throw me 1 person alone and she joined another friends... because of so many lesson I've learned on my Primary years, I stop crying..I walk alone,I sit alone and I go home alone, that day. and the next week of school , I've start with no friends again, slowly I've changed my sitting place and I've join with another group of friends. to the second year of my secondary and started the third year of my secondary year. the group of friend start to say bad words/bad things behind me and stopped to talk with me,and tries to ignore me .. because of those lesson I've been through and I've became No more tears ,No more feelings.. and I started to fight back.. better luck, started my secondary year 4.. peace year again, and I've joined with a group of my New friends..next year is going to be my last year at secondary school..and I'm going to see who's the next one betrays or cheats on me.
Thanks for my teacher's 1 word : Friends are like Flies.. They Fly, they stay and they fly away again..I'll remamber that.
To my BFF.. Best luck at foreign lands..!!
story from,
Xuanyou 101207
08:37pm
Saturday, December 4, 2010
"I Love You" - the words..
Online.. My Friends.. Dun play ppl le la, ppl say i love you a i miss you aa to you , u ma accpet lo.. u say wad?? stupid and silly , wad ugly very hurt de ma, although is real wan.. yo.. seriously la.. no good ma..
haiz..
XY midnight? 1.18am Dec05 /2010
haiz..
XY midnight? 1.18am Dec05 /2010
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Me..
Who am I ?!
why do you guys always called me to do things..
I've already do it alot of times u still call me to do..
You dun even pay me, why did I need u hear you guys?!
I dun care u go ask urself..
I dun ask u say me Selfish, I help u ask le They say me busy body..
You go ask urself, I never help again..
TheEnd..
Sign,
Xuanyou 2014 (Thursday)
25 Nov 2010
why do you guys always called me to do things..
I've already do it alot of times u still call me to do..
You dun even pay me, why did I need u hear you guys?!
I dun care u go ask urself..
I dun ask u say me Selfish, I help u ask le They say me busy body..
You go ask urself, I never help again..
TheEnd..
Sign,
Xuanyou 2014 (Thursday)
25 Nov 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
night
Study until midnight.. not the first time, wait internet off then then start my drama night..drink more water eat some sweets let my stomach feel full then study.. XUANYOU?! TMR must past vocab 11 n 12. die also must pass..?!
thanks SiWen for the Jia You ,Jia You ,Zai Jia You
thanks Reeco for the Fighting +you word..
thanks Ee Tien for the "Thick Face" night
thanks Melissa for the throw rubbish aunty..
p/s: Ee Tien, please dun seduce him, he is going to cry..
Wednesday, 1.00am.
xuanyou 2010
thanks SiWen for the Jia You ,Jia You ,Zai Jia You
thanks Reeco for the Fighting +you word..
thanks Ee Tien for the "Thick Face" night
thanks Melissa for the throw rubbish aunty..
p/s: Ee Tien, please dun seduce him, he is going to cry..
Wednesday, 1.00am.
xuanyou 2010
Late
Lately, I've sign up..^^ seems like a flash today
Yes.. I've read that..
I think I'll appreciate that Mr. someone..
I wish that that words is for me..but I think is not ..
well.. Last week of the month..^^ I think will be fun.. at least..^^
bye..
23rd Nov 2010 , Tuesday 9.35pm
XuanYou
Yes.. I've read that..
I think I'll appreciate that Mr. someone..
I wish that that words is for me..but I think is not ..
well.. Last week of the month..^^ I think will be fun.. at least..^^
bye..
23rd Nov 2010 , Tuesday 9.35pm
XuanYou
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